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I'm finding I'm the first to not care about certain things. IE there's someone who Sarah is friens with that I really don'twant to talk to, and who seems a little off to me somehow. I'm a bit more sensitive to energy stuff than nearly any other fronter it looks like, and this person's is just... off somehow. Odd in a way I'm not sure I like too much.

Besides, I don't want to have to explain things to them. It's bad enough I'm going through emotions that I never thought I would need to. It's bad enough that I still feel like a burden to those around me, even though they say I'm not. Isn't it enough that I'm here? I don't want to have to explain that I'm someone familiar, yet someone so different too that it makes the similarities seem small in comparison.

I don't want to have to take chances of things from my past coming up and have to sit and pour out my life to a person who, while they say they want to read things, have a problem or two with the concept of soulbonding. Because you see, that's what our system is mainly comprised of: Soulbonds.

Maybe we were here all along, maybe we weren't, I'm not sure that's the point here. I'm pretty sure there were people here before she knew what the hell she was doing... Pretty sure, but not absolutely certain. Just... You know, being a newcomer, and inquisitive and stuff. There's just so much here.

Is it wrong of me to want to show her what this energy feels like and to tell her to start to break away from this person? I meahn, I know they're her friend, but I can feel them trying to drain us, and I... dear goddess... don't like. They give me stomach jitters. And they feel different from the ones we get from switching. I can't describe the difference, but it's there.

I feel like a horrible person for even thinking like this. But... I just... *shuddershiver*... something about this person puts me off a little. Just... does.

(And no it's no one here. I wouldn't be writing up this long rantyramble here if it were)


Date: 2009-07-02 01:20 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] halialkers
The human glamour she wore as Rachel Roth looked a bit like Susan Roth, and that made it a surprise when they came up to gloved, finely-dressed Rachel Roth to attempt their definition of fun. Swinging of fists followed with only one arm moving and the guy lay down, bleeding from his nose and his mouth, and Revcel had him utterly humiliated and made life actually bearable for our female Others.

And yes, my younger daughter is stronger than Revcel, the strongest out of all my children. And alone among all metanormals that we know of, she conceals immense power without need of a containment room. She's the wild card people neglect to consider in our power dynamics, as if Revcekar doesn't like you, you're utterly fucked. If Revcel doesn't like you, you're just plain fucked.

H'vorxixnon H'ven Soroundon.

Date: 2009-07-02 01:45 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] halialkers
My granddaughter? She's fine. So's her mother. And the professor is Revcekar, she's a doctorate in theology.

I held little Revcel this morning and listened to Revcekar give a long, profane rant on how we tolerated evil in the case of her older sister and how this can't be allowed to stand. Like everyone else in about 15 minutes, she'll find out that it was typical Autian incompetence and a con man that stepped right into the trap awaiting him.

H'vorxixnon H'ven Soroundon.

Date: 2009-07-02 02:02 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] halialkers
Yes.....she's as bright as her sister is. In some ways, Revcel envys her, as Revcekar lives a nice, quiet, respectable life. Revcel never had a choice to be an adventurer.

H'vorxixnon H'ven Soroundon.


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