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[rhya_of_stars]

I'm finding I'm the first to not care about certain things. IE there's someone who Sarah is friens with that I really don'twant to talk to, and who seems a little off to me somehow. I'm a bit more sensitive to energy stuff than nearly any other fronter it looks like, and this person's is just... off somehow. Odd in a way I'm not sure I like too much.

Besides, I don't want to have to explain things to them. It's bad enough I'm going through emotions that I never thought I would need to. It's bad enough that I still feel like a burden to those around me, even though they say I'm not. Isn't it enough that I'm here? I don't want to have to explain that I'm someone familiar, yet someone so different too that it makes the similarities seem small in comparison.

I don't want to have to take chances of things from my past coming up and have to sit and pour out my life to a person who, while they say they want to read things, have a problem or two with the concept of soulbonding. Because you see, that's what our system is mainly comprised of: Soulbonds.

Maybe we were here all along, maybe we weren't, I'm not sure that's the point here. I'm pretty sure there were people here before she knew what the hell she was doing... Pretty sure, but not absolutely certain. Just... You know, being a newcomer, and inquisitive and stuff. There's just so much here.

Is it wrong of me to want to show her what this energy feels like and to tell her to start to break away from this person? I meahn, I know they're her friend, but I can feel them trying to drain us, and I... dear goddess... don't like. They give me stomach jitters. And they feel different from the ones we get from switching. I can't describe the difference, but it's there.

I feel like a horrible person for even thinking like this. But... I just... *shuddershiver*... something about this person puts me off a little. Just... does.

(And no it's no one here. I wouldn't be writing up this long rantyramble here if it were)

-Ria

Comments

[the_coffee_shop]

Been there, done that... at least, I've been the person needing the advice on getting away from bad influences....

I know it's none of my business but I find myself wondering if it's anybody we know. :(

If the influence is really harmful then distance needs to be made, unfortunately.

-Whi

[halialkers]

It happens.

The body has acqaintances and patterns of behavior I staunchly disapprove of. I cannot change it because I'm only a priest, in our understanding it's the deity that works miracles, not His servants.

And sometimes severing these acquaintanceships is necessary. I really wish my granddaughter didn't hang around that old veteran like she does, but that cannot be helped. Ashari is the right (or wrong, perhaps) mixture of bullishness and stubbornness not to see anything wrong with that.

Ah, well...as the proverb goes if it's ideals you want Shuhar IV is not the place to find them. >.<

If you feel it should be severed, by all means discuss it with her.

H'vorxixnon H'ven Soroundon.

[flavia]

Here's my thoughts.

Follow your gut. And you'd have a better gut than a lot of peopleI'd wager. Even the worst assholes have good points. It's not black and white ever.

I don't like this person just from what I see in common and personally I wish a dog would eat his modem so he'd disappear offline. Just seeing his posts makes my skin crawl personally.

But you have to do what you feel right doing. I, personally, am cynical and untrusting so I may not be the best advice-giver though.

But if it was me in your shoes I'd run, run fast and run far and not look back or show Sarah his energy, tell her how he feels to you, tell her you aren't comfortable around him and have her tell him that you don't want to talk to him and that if your name is in the status not to poke you.

Either way, that might be a little extreme. But you do need to tell Sarah. I have Alissa behind me going "He's a dick." But she says to do what you feel and don't take her word for it. It's just she's had to deal with his system and himself on a personal and moderator basis and hated it.

River

[lightsoul]

Hi Ria! This is Craig! It was great to talk to you today on the phone. I very much enjoyed our conversations. Anyhow, this is my DW account. :o)